Thursday, May 24, 2012

May 24th 2012

I am trying to get back into writing more... i use so much energy doing other things but i do love the idea of having my thoughts written down(typed up?).  i am progressively getting more obsessed with my appearance and weight. but i want so badly to be healthy.

i finally told my ex that i would no longer be answering the phone and that i would be changing my number. i couldnt keep holding on to anything to do with him. um... i am going to new york this weekend. it was supposed to be mickies last weekend there before marines bootcamp but something happened... i guess some girl got caught cheating so everyone that had the same test as her had to retake it and when he went to retake it he lost his contract because he didnt score high enough. so instead of celebrating a goodbye- we are partying to party...

jonathan suggested i help mickie write a letter to the congressman about the fact that his decision to make everyone retake that asvab test lost him everything and in order to get his asvab score as high as it was he had to study very hard-its wrong to make others suffer because someone got caught.... she should be the only one to deal with her awful decision.  id love to help him as i am handy when it comes to technical and professional communication and writing.

now... for some food related things that have been on my mind and in my recent schedule... :-)



i am starting to coung calories again.... but in a way thats healthy. i love the idea of being small without starving and low calorie healthy food is the most amazing answer... plus preparing them takes alittle bit more time than a canned soup or frozen chicken.


and WORKING OUT!!! lazyness is terrible. im getting into the habbit of working out regularly if not daily. jonathan is VERY supportive and we recently got ymca memberships... which is lovely considering the local ymca is less than a 5 minute walk from our front door.

anyway um... im VERY proud of how ive been handling things and very proud of myself for getting a post in during my early afternoon freetime. im going to write weekly at the very least... or at least try.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

soo... i need to seriously get better at this...

i ABSOLUTELY SUCK at blogging.
yes. i really do.

i dont even totally know where to start.

i guess i will recap.
*cracks fingers in preparation*
Jesse gone. therapy. gain, lose, gain, lose, 30 day fast, deck and tile team, New York, learning spanish, Jonathan Elias Mosquera. Christmas on duty, New Year mom and pipa visit, jesse called, Kiba the husky pup, apartment, nurple broke, nurple fixed, megan gets in carwreck on skyline and totals nurple. jam feigns pregnancy, sunny and lisa move to Olivia's house, I Love Jonathan, I start working out, more gain lose gain lose, ABC Diet - 113.4 lbs, Jesse still calls, mom turned 39 and megan is 16, gain lose gain lose, wisdom teeth removed, liquid soup diet. 116 lbs. umm... thats sortof up to date.

oh my goodness... yeah. i suck.