i am currently getting rid of approximately 1/2 my clothing items... while watching bridezillas. lol
jonathan and i have been living alittle messy and i think its because i have no drawers and TONS of clothing.
i cant help it. i really like clothing. and the issue is my self esteem. i want to look good and i see these clothes and think "that'll motivate me to lose 10 lbs easy..." and so i have quite a few things that i own that are just simply too small. i am healthy weighing in on average at about 120. thats me without trying too hard- that is me without working out too hard and eating regularly(not overeating just eating regularly). so why do i feel i need to lose weight when i feel my stomach and look at myself in the mirror?
...sigh... oh society you SUCK!
