running in circles.
that's GOT to be the only way to describe whats happening.
im... fasting.
thats right...
im again... in the middle of a fast.
its been 3 days.
im going to go until friday morning.
at which time i plan on eating a pear.
im leaving for norfolk saturday. i will be spending friday night with jesse.
idk what is going to happen as far as food goes..
usually we order some pizza or chinese.
ill order a small portion of something with alot of vegetables in it... or only eat a slice of the pizza.
nothing too crazy
um. i havnt updated anything on here in a while.idk how to get into the habit of writing in here often but i feel like i really need to. and write things that i think of or the stuff i try or do...
and i dont mean just this food business... cause i DO NOT want to lose myself in the lost weight again.
so completely not on the subject of food...
in a few weeks i plan on taking leave and going home for a little while.
my family is very anxious to see me. and i REALLY need a break from this...
the navy is alot of rushing rushing rushing.... then ALOT of sitting...
i just need to do my time and get out of here...
dont get me wrong... i am learning alot about life and im getting paid well.
it ISNT tough.
... just.. not a challenge. and quite boring
