Wednesday, August 24, 2011

where is my mind.

running in circles.
that's GOT to be the only way to describe whats happening.
im... fasting.
thats right...
im again... in the middle of a fast.
its been 3 days.
im going to go until friday morning.
at which time i plan on eating a pear.

im leaving for norfolk saturday. i will be spending friday night with jesse.
idk what is going to happen as far as food goes..
usually we order some pizza or chinese.
ill order a small portion of something with alot of vegetables in it... or only eat a slice of the pizza.
nothing too crazy

um. i havnt updated anything on here in a while.idk how to get into the habit of writing in here often but i feel like i really need to. and write things that i think of or the stuff i try or do...

and i dont mean just this food business... cause i DO NOT want to lose myself in the lost weight again.

so completely not on the subject of food...

in a few weeks i plan on taking leave and going home for a little while.
my family is very anxious to see me. and i REALLY need a break from this...
the navy is alot of rushing rushing rushing.... then ALOT of sitting...
i just need to do my time and get out of here...
dont get me wrong... i am learning alot about life and im getting paid well.
it ISNT tough.
... just.. not a challenge. and quite boring

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