Weight Goals:
These goals are weight in 5 pound chunks.
125 (20.96BMI) (56.7kg) Reward: teeth whitening kit
120 (20.12BMI) (54.4kg) Reward: pedicure
115 (19.28BMI) (52.2kg) Reward: hair trim and dye
110 (18.44BMI) (49.9kg) Reward: couples spa (Officially Underweight)
105 (17.61BMI) (47.6kg) Reward: new jeans (officially Anorexic)
100 (16.77BMI) (45.4kg) Reward: New Corset
Jon and i talked and he is totally fine with me not eating breakfast... and prior to that we decided not to eat lunch, so now all i eat is dinner at about 4 pm. i try and keep it small and the portions are getting smaller and smaller. i now weigh 127 instead of 132... i know some of that is water weight but some of it has to be true weight loss... right?
im drinking coffee right now... although sugar has calories i cant help it and put sugar in it.
Jon is on duty and im stuck at home all day. i have a dry chicken salad in the fridge to eat later. im looking at a whole bunch of thinspiration blogs today... it feels good to look at them... my biggest hindrance is that i cant keep up a routine workout going without the help of Jon... and he doesnt seem to have the motivation to work out. I know he likes working out but it is SO hot here he says he doent like leaving the house... which i get. he also says we will start working out when it gets cooler... but i doubt that as our work days are so long... we get home at like 5 pm and in order to get to muster on time we have to be getting up and ready at 5 am... it is extremely frustrating having 12 hour work days...
here is some thinspo and a few fun things |
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