hm. well after i wrote my last blog a letter from jesse came in. he seems to be doing ok.
i dont think im as strong as i want to believe. i dont think i can write him again. reading what he had to say was much more painful than id counted on. kolton says to send him a punch in the face.
speaking of kolton-i get this feeling that im just a girl he plans on fucking for a few weeks and then leaving. so um... i think im going to back off a bit. its sortof a red flag when the only time he will get ahold of me to hang out with him in his room in the middle of the night once a week. yeah.. its too bad too i sortof liked him.
ive successfully completed my first week of IT "A" school. it was difficult.
im sorry. i dont have much to write.
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