its not healthy. im not happy
not with him crowding my mind.
im going backwards. i was well on my way out of this cluster fuck he created in my head.. he pulled me back. again.
like a plague on my life he has a hold of me.
i wish we could be happy together. like we were.
its not going to happen now.
im just going to hurt until i break this tie.
like that umbilical chord snapped when our baby died.
the manifestation of our love didnt survive.. and that wasnt a clue?
get the hell out of my head!
anyways... i badge up today. woot woot.
ill see if anything fun happens later that i can write about so it feels like i have a life.
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